Originally Posted by Heidi:
You need to term.
This child is making YOU cry. 
Can you imagine how the other, powerless kiddos feel?
I am in a similar situation with my assistant's son. He is 3, and although we have the occasional good day, most days are not. He was in my program before, and I am very well aware of why I termed him 6 months ago. 
My situation is temporary, so we are muddling through. Fortunately for her, she is a very good assistant, so that makes up for a lot!
I know. I felt terrible because dcb made me so upset that I rose my voice to my ds (he's 2) and I started crying, and then ds saw me crying and gave me this look, I can't explain it, but it broke my heart that he had to see me like that.