Dont feel bad, I share those same feelings..even guilt. I desperately want out of my house but I feel bad because my youngest child is 3. I want to be with him and I want to be the one who raises him but I can't stand to sit in this house day after day. I feel trapped in my own home. A year and a half ago I decided to change my life. I started taking night class so I can one day be a teacher. It will take me forever but one day I will reach my goal.
Good luck to you..I hope you feel better!

~K

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