Originally Posted by Blackcat31:
I realize you are two different posters, but seriously...call Nan! She can offer you some great insight on making changes, doing what YOU need to do and how to get a better handle on a lot of issues daycare providers go through. Not only is she a seasoned vet, she is a nurse, and a mentor and great confidant.
Call her. It can't hurt. Please.
I agree with Blackcat.....definitely call Nannyde. It sounds like she is very qualified to help both of you logged out posters deal with your issues and feelings and figure out what to do next. Just the fact that you are both posting on here says that you need some help. Doing childcare at home is not an easy job. It can be very lonely and very stressful. I'll be praying for you both!