OMG that is exactly what it feels like! My mother has always made poor choices and got herself in abusive and controlling relationships...DCD has that same kind of neurotic controlling behavior. UGH!! But gotta love the kiddos, very dear to my heart
I know I will feel better come the last day, and kinda wish I would have just ended it today, but will feel I have been an excellent provider and very accommodating to them till the end.