again, this was late at night
I was very emotional and venting because I love that baby
and I definitely have made mistakes as a parent, nothing life threatening but still big mistakes
none of us are perfect
I was just having flash backs of my friends son at CHOC and all of the hell his mom and whole family went through
thank God this baby is fine and there was no discrepancies in my posts
I hardly ever come to this forum because it seems some people want to pick you apart and make you feel bad
and I am so busy taking care of my babies
I just thought someone would understand what I was going through
everything is fine now
thanks for your understanding
