To tell you the truth, I actually climbed back up on the fence yesterday. I sat watching DCB play and just started taking it all in how far he has come and then when I took him out for dinner he was so polite and mannerly it just mad me sad to think I had to let him go because of her. So I didn't rush to get the paperwork ready I let it sit. I also thought it would ruin her vacation. Plus we have both been upset so it may have caused her to go off right there so I wanted to let the jets cool and take the week to think and calm everyone down. Watching dcb as if it may be the last day I would see him was what really made me back off. I just can't throw away a child that has come so far with me for over a year. Kids just take my heart sometimes u know. Anyway when she picked up she had attitude over something else so when she left I was thinking I made a mistake and should have given her the notice. Too late now. I can't term in a text or by phone. She doesn't have email. So I will be giving it to her when she gets back.

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