I'm sick of the inconsistency of income. I'm sick of repeating my policies to parents who are either too busy to know what my policies are, don't care, or are trying to get away with something.
I also don't even want to live in my neighborhood anymore. My neighbors hate my daycare and talk about me behind my back at every spare second. But my husband flat out refuses to move (and he usually goes along with whatever I want). Oh, and we have family living in our basement. I don't want them there anymore but we owe them $ so we're totally stuck. They like to complain about how my dds make a lot of noise. But there is no way I'm telling my own kids to be quiet in their own house. UGH
I even want a new car. If I close my daycare I wont need an 8 seater anymore. A nice little SUV would be great....

I'm totally miserable and I can't even put my finger on why exactly.

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